I was raised on a road bent toward a ruin,
in a snake handler’s strange, unraveling breath
and the ashen rows of clergymen—
an oracle, a fool, a ghost of death.
I prayed before I touched myself, as though
one errant thought might tilt the kingdom’s frame;
each Wednesday hauled my records down below,
afraid that Hendrix backward stirred some name
that dust remembers—Baal, something kin,
a faceless thing that rose because it could,
that slouched from Kansas fields and prairie winds,
knee-deep in human excrement and blood.
The Whore of Babylon opines:
is it tomorrow, or just the end of time?