“Civilization is an artificial order imposed on nature.”
—Camille Paglia (Camino Real, Cancún)
Rain salts the glass, the channels hiss and bloom—
a game show mouth, a prophet selling knives.
I watch the gods dissolve in polyester gloom,
each myth reduced to fire sales and lives
half-lived on points. The minibar blinks red.
A dolphin keychain grins from plastic racks;
sunset postcards, laminated for the dead,
repeat the same three clouds in tidy stacks.
I circle by the indoor pool—no Polycletian
torsos, no pure arithmetic of thigh—
but soda-bellied boys in chlorine skin,
their mothers drifting past with vacant eyes.
A towel snaps shut the pagan in my blood.
They rinse my bronze delirium to mud.