At night, the shadow of a wolf descends
down the frozen shoulders of the forest
to settle by the window of this house–
I see her figure held within its frame
and she in turn watches me from the yard,
the shadow of a cross against her face
casting from my window upon her face–
but when the smoke above the roof descends
it drifts past every corner of the yard
and pools below the edges of the forest
and spills around the contours of her frame
to turn her from the light beyond this house
to turn her as a secret from my house.
Yet she returns to gaze upon my face
on smokeless nights, to grace my window frame
and bless the moonlit grass when night descends,
singing with her brothers in the forest
whose chorus echoes outward from the yard.
Beyond my bed, she beckons from the yard
her breath beneath the floorboards of this house
bearing winds that gather in the forest
now rising from my ankles to my face.
In dreams, the shadow of a wolf descends
slowly below my headboard to the frame
till I am frozen fast against the frame.
Her frozen breath vanishes in the yard,
her cobalt eyes recede, then she descends
the broken marble path behind the house
and leaps behind the fence’s northern face
to join her brothers deep in the forest
past the open shoulders of the forest.
I wake to see her near the window frame,
who peers from shadows cast across her face,
who warms her winter body in the yard
and leaves her restless spirit in my house.
I praise her every night when she descends,
when her shadow turns to face the forest
and smoke descends below this window frame
to fill the yard, turning her from my house.